I realized again that some people are becoming more and more selfish.
Rumors (according to the BCT forum) were spreading again.
Luùna was being unfairly attacked.
It harsh to say, but “welcome in my club”.
Jealousy being more in the upper hand these days.

Many people are talking also behind my back, still claiming that my mom made all those costumes.
And in fact the only thing that she did was making the “cloak” of Merlin. :p
The shoes, the beard and the hat were made by me.

It is true that the ASSISTED me while making the beast.
She was my real “fitting doll” to test the face.
My dad was the 2nd “fitting doll” for the “suit” and I was the one for the paws.
Simply because Tom was not often available.
But giving suggestions how-to or fitting it is NOT making it herself!

My mom was a little disappointed because I promised her to make her “Fairy Godmother” outfit of Cinderella for FACTS.
It was foreseen for FACTS but due to the Beast and Madam Red, it was not finished.
So if supposedly my mom did make the costumes, would you not think that everything would be finished on time?

In fact due to the beast, I lost quite some precious time!
I only had one week (after my working hours) to complete Madam Red.
Friday was luckily a day off but I still did not make it!
I was forced to restart 3 times on the skirt and changed the hat several times which cause my some time issues.
Even on Saturday @ FACTS, I was still finishing my hat!
I did not have the time to greatly seam the inside, nor to properly finish my jacket/hat!
The last days before facts, I did not sleep long or often… all this… mainly not to disappoint certain people.
While eventually when it was time to perform on stage, all those people were not there to support me!

Eventually I found out that some were supporting the winner and when she won, they were whining towards me.
Excuse me but I am NOT responsible for the jury’s decision!
In fact it is true that the winner had a beautiful costume
(do not turn my words around, I did not say BEST). :p
Stop having 2 faces and pretend that you like me and say “I am so sorry for you”.
Because I know in the inside, you were actually glad that I was for once NOT in the top 3. (referring to certain people, not everyone)
In the end everyone was free to enter the competition. Why did YOU not do it then?

On the other hand seeing those evil rumors and fuss I am actually glad that I did not win the Eurocosplay entrance.
Because what would people say about me if I won?
Plus it is a date that I do not need to take into account, nor an extra costume and act that I have to foresee.

Therefore it is again one of the reasons why I go to other countries.
People do not know me there and at least they give me a fair start.

From nature I am always sincerely friendly and I always mean well with people.
Even if you do not like me.
If you hate it, well deal with it then and ask yourself WHY you hate it.
Because I did not do anything wrong.
If I do not like you, then you will know it, trust me.
But if you do hurt me I will never forget and I will keep it in mind…

The last weeks on the BCT forum has been hectic.
Many fuss about little things…
I wonder what the real reason is behind all this…